I have been doing a lot of self-reflection over the past couple of days. And I have come to realize that I have quite big ambitions for myself but I lack the motivation to actually go through with them.
As an example, I have purchased a quite expensive writing course that you buy on subscription for 12 Months, 200$ a month, because I think I have this grand idea for a novel, but ask me how much of the course I have done. Barely any. The same goes for these health apps you buy in subscriptions, gym memberships, books I want to read, and so on. I am a quitter, a chronic quitter, and I am so sick of it.
So, I am forcing myself to think of the future. To serve future me. To do better by myself for once in my life. I will keep you guys posted on how I am doing with that. Who knows, maybe if I force myself enough to think of future me, I can actually learn to be happy. Imagine.
Hey Dinz 
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